I have been thinking a lot recently....
And i don’t know why.
My mood swings every time i think that I’m running out of time....
There are a lot of things that i haven’t do yet.
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Sometimes they take people, and they don't say why,
Sometimes people leave and they never say goodbye,
Sometimes there are no second chances to say I love you,
Sometimes there are no next times,
Sometimes you lose someone and you feel like your heart has followed them to heaven and sometimes there is just nothing you can do to make the tears stop....
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Life is too short to hate...
I have been trying to forgive and forget fast...
Kiss and hug longer
Dance like nobody's watching...
Laugh harder...
Smile sweeter
Spend my money and enjoy life to the fullest before it's too late....
We only live once , do everything twice...
Break people's heart and let people break ours... that is a way to grow stronger.....
It used to be something that makes u smile, and now when u think about it , it makes u cry..
This is wad life means.... u never tot that tears will roll down ur cheeks on those happy memories. But it did....
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Whatever happened, happens for a reason ... it's hard to accept, but u can’t change the past.
It is already a fact.
U can’t go back and manipulate things the way u wanted them to happen....
There are times that i wish i could change the past... but in the end i realize it's the past that have changed me.
A lot of my friends wanted to search the old me back. But even myself also don’t know where she is.
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I always convince myself that it's time to walk out from the trauma.... it's time to face the phobia.
It's not that i don’t want to, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together.
And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, they were two different puzzles that i can’t solve anymore...
or maybe i feel more secure staying this way.
The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to ... that is why i don’t want to experience the same thing again...
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I take things for granted nowadays. Because i don’t want to appreciate them
I fear ... that once i appreciate them too much.
They start to leave me..
I'd rather take than to give.
I have an exit strategy that protects me and let me walk away before i got hurt again...
I want to walk away from them before they walk away from me.
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People around me are telling me that i make things very hard for them..
I make it very hard for people to love me...
I make it very hard for people to understand me...
I make it very hard for people to make friend with me...Because I’m too selfish.
I never open up to people who open up to me...
I keep everything to myself.
Lock it up. And throw the only key to it to the ocean.
That’s just me.
Love me or hate me.
